Sometimes I wish I wasn't a nice person.
Sometimes I want to be mean. I want to say what I really think. I want to tell someone "no" and not feel guilty and terrible about it. I want to be able to stand up for myself and not feel like I don't have the right to do so.
Why is everyone else's happiness and well-being more important than mine? Why should I work so hard to keep everyone else comfortable at my own expense?
Maybe I'm not a nice person...maybe I'm just a weak person.
Either way, right now, I just wish I wasn't that person.