Sometimes I wish I wasn't a nice person.
Sometimes I want to be mean. I want to say what I really think. I want to tell someone "no" and not feel guilty and terrible about it. I want to be able to stand up for myself and not feel like I don't have the right to do so.
Why is everyone else's happiness and well-being more important than mine? Why should I work so hard to keep everyone else comfortable at my own expense?
Maybe I'm not a nice person...maybe I'm just a weak person.
Either way, right now, I just wish I wasn't that person.
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3 comments:
I'm sorry that you feel you are weak. I know that I do not know you all that well but I think you are an amazing person! *hugs*
You aren't weak. saying no is hard. It is a difficult skill to master. Part of the LDS culture is not to say no and to be a people pleaser. Don't think of it as failing think of it as something that will get better with practice. -A.J.
once you feel more and more comfortable with yourself...this will all fall into place.
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